And no I'm not talking about that kids game from way back in the day, which I can remember being absolutely terrible at. I'm talking about the game I play where I try to figure out if anyone I know in real life is actually reading these posts. Okay it's not really a game it's more, wow this number of people read this post, I seriously wish there was a way to know who read what. Like some of these posts are pretty off the wall/personal/do you even have a filter Caitlyn?! (the answer is absolutely freaking not, in case you were wondering) Honestly, I had zero direction when I started this post, which I guess is pretty normal for this blog. Like, "Oh, that catchy title is for sure going to get people to click on the post, now what do I actually type."
It's probably a really, like really REALLY good thing I don't know who reads this thing. Because, I feel like if I did things would be way more censored than they already are. Not that things are that censored anyway, but you know what I mean. Oh, what if this post turned into a game like guess who goal number two is about? Not the worst idea I've had, definitely not the best either though. Scratch that. We're not doing that. I know the odds that that person is reading this blog are pretty remote, but I am not taking any chances of looking even crazier than I already look in these posts. Well I can't make you people not read backwards to all through all my 2017 posts and connect the dots. Sidenote: I know it's stupid (lame/immature/very Caitlynish) to make something like that a goal. But I mean how else I am supposed to actually force myself to step way outside my comfort zone. So, yeah it's weird/crazy/incredibly out there to do that. But, if you actually know me in real life, this shits pretty normal for me.
Ending this very random/nonsense post with a side of running. For the first time since last Monday I have finally been able to break my streak of only being able to run 10 minute miles. Ran my 2 miles today in 18:53 and omg no hip/calf/quad pain whatsoever!! It's a freaking Halloween miracle (even though it's a week away)!! Like I don't even know how I did it, especially considering I got zero sleep last night and had the most crazy/messed up dream I've had in awhile. My brain just would not slow down, it had to be going at least 1mph.....maybe even 5mph. Doesn't seem that fast, but when you really think about it...that's pretty fast considering it should be going 0mph so your girl can get some damn sleep! And another thing, if I'm gonna have these stupid/weird/random dreams they need to be more realistic. Idk what my brain/subconscious is thinking but I would never ever willingly admit to liking a guy, especially to said guy. No I would deny, deny, deny and then probs run away or something (honestly it would just be a split second in the moment decision, zero strategy or planning involved).
And this would obviously be the result of the whole deny/deny thing not working.
Okay, so takeaway points from this post: 1. Anyone and everyone you know could be reading the crazy stuff you decide to post on the Internet...so be prepared to play a round of 20 questions about it, 2. When you're always highly caffeinated 90% of the time, your dreams will be messed up 100% of the time, 3. I need at least a 10 year extension on accomplishing goals 1 & 2...maybe 15 just to be safe?! The End. 🙀😅😮😵